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on my own

I

every night I find a reason why

i look into your eyes

but it feels like wasted time

dont waste my time

im falling to...

a broken zone

in my life im breaking out

a broken zone

in my life im stressing out

fuck that hoe

broke my heart and shit went south 

a broken zone

alone...

I’m just so fed up

i feel like giving up but nah 

niggas gon hate on us

stress aint nothing but a thing

now you see im all grown up

been through hell and back

maybe im out of luck 

maybe im not enough?

NO


II

i seen your potential 

just know that I called back

i would’ve left if I knew where the hoes at

but where’s my mind at?

i’m fighting combat

these niggas chasin im sitting patient at the doormat

i’m on my own through the city

where da love at?

just hit my phone, im all alone

i’m tryna freak that

Ive been used and abused 

but imma’ own that

i love you girl imma recover

please just know that.







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